not sleeping again

It's 1:45am and I'm having trouble sleeping again which normally means a rough day ahead tomorrow. Thankfully I'm off the next few days.

My head is buzzing tormenting me again.

I fucking hate this feeling.

I even think I'm hearing things.

Thought I could hear a baby crying outside my window earlier.

Also thought I heard a snare drum fall on the ground, paniced a little thinking someone had been stealing my kit from the garage.

Impossible as my kit ain't in the garage.

How do I know this, went down and checked didn't I, so am I paranoid now too.

Haven't felt this shit in a few weeks.

I'm tired but I know when I lay down I feel wide awake and something else sets me thinking.

Why can't I just switch off.